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Showing posts with label Journey Place. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Journey Place. Show all posts

Monday, April 5, 2010

Walking through the field of life

Recently, I worshiped at Journey Place and the presenter (Jason McCord) shared his own spiritual journey and used the metaphor of a familiar forest to talk about his journey. He challenged us to think about the metaphor that would best describe our personal understanding of our spiritual journey. Mine would be an open field or meadow.

Why would I compare my spiritual journey to an open field or meadow? When I think of an open field, I think of four things, predictability, beauty, warmth, and diversity and such reflects my spiritual journey. Let me explain.

Growing up in the home of a pastor, my year and my week was predictable. So much of my life and the life of my family revolved around the predictable calendar of the church. Such is why I have chosen a field to define my spiritual journey. Human experience knows what a field looks like. It is usually overgrown with tall grass, low-lying shrubs (perhaps raspberry or blue berry bushes) , and a number of wildflowers are seen. In addition, one can see across the field perhaps to another field, a stream, or the edge of a woods and this is what makes a field predictable. In almost any field, I can see to the other side and I will not get lost. My spiritual life is shaped liked that. I can stand at the beginning of the church year and find my way through the seasons and by participating in its life, if find comfort and joy. In the midst of the church year, I enter and re-enter the God's presence and experience again the newness of God's salvation -- a re-creation of a new day.

In the predictability of my spiritual journey, there has also been beauty. Along the way, from town to town, from congregation to congregation, there are beautiful people, beautiful traditions, and beautiful expressions of the personal and corporate faith. Like the wildflowers in an open field, we are distracted by their beauty, only to discover that God's paint brush is still painting and still creating. Each new day, each new opportunity is yet another day for me to discover God's handiwork in my life. Like the flowers of an open field, each experience is different and each one an inspiration that keeps pushing me along through the field of God's grace.

Because a field is open and on a sunny day, we can feel the warmth of sun beating down upon the open field. Although it is not always the case, most of the time, I have found warmth in the people of the church. I would define this warmth as community. Although, I enjoy my alone time, as a Christian I have also understand the importance of community. In the context of the community, we share a common experience, participate in Holy Communion, and together we do the hard work of sharing the love of Christ Jesus with all the world -- always working toward the fulfillment of the great commission -- "go and make disciples of all nations." It is in this context that I have been encouraged, affirmed, and challenged. It is the warmth of the community that is not limited to that "warm, fuzzy feeling", but it is the one that speaks the truth in love. As the sun shines down upon an open field -- its wonderful creation is held accountable to its destination -- to be fruitful and multiply and along the way, we give our life to God's service just as Jesus gave his life for us.

Finally, my spiritual journey has been blessed with a diversity of experiences that I will covet as long as I have memory. In an open field, there is diversity. Amid the gently blowing grass is the safe hiding place of a rabbit, a chipmunk, or a wild cat. In a meadow there is the annoying buzz of a mosquito or the beautiful song of a lark. The flowers show off their colorful clothes and the sweet surprise of a raspberry bush scratches the skin of an unsuspecting human finding his way to the other side of the meadow. All of this is God's wonder and beauty which opens my eyes to a global community that is more than the borders of nations or the religious and cultural differences that define a nation and its people. My faith is personal and global, seeking and growing, and all of it sustained by the promise of resurrection hope. This is my spiritual journey -- a journey that is predictable and beautiful, warm and diverse and that feels right to me and so I babble on with my thoughts as I make my way through this winding, amazing, field of grace.

Monday, February 22, 2010

Where are we going?

In 1976, Diana Ross sang and popularized the song, Theme from Mahogany. In my High School it was a tradition for the graduating class to select their class song and the chosen selection was performed by our choir. The Theme from Mahogany was the song selected by my graduating class.When you look at the lyrics from this popular song, you will understand why my Senior class selected this song:

Do you know where you're going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you
Where are you going to?
Do you know...?

Such is the theme for Journey Place this week. Where are we going? This is more than a question for Journey Place, it is a question that each one of us need to ask of ourselves time and time again. The future trajectory Journey Place takes will depend upon the needs of the gathered community and the movement of the Holy Spirit. What I think would be more interesting is to reflect upon our own personal and spiritual journey -- the one we hope Journey Place can be an important part.

In High School we believe we are invincible, we are filled with pride and with a sense of personal accomplishment, and we believe there is a world of opportunities just waiting for us to discover, but we quickly learn that we're really not ready for the world. Instead of asking the tough question, 'do you know where you are going...', we settle for an unhealthy attachment to our High School and to our teen-age years. When we were in High School, the times were simpler and we felt safer because we were protected by our parents and we lived our lives chasing fantasies that hardly resemble the world of an adult. In addition, we have been brainwashed by our culture to live for the moment and we don't give enough time to think about tomorrow because we believe as our culture has taught us that tomorrow may never come.

Once we were standing still in time
Chasing the fantasies
That filled our minds
You knew how i loved you
But my spirit was free
Laughin' at the questions
That you once asked of me

I believe that our "stuck-ness", our penchant to mark time is because we haven't asked the spiritual questions -- the questions that can make a the difference between coping with life or living in despair, between the acceptance of our mortality or our unhealthy attachment to our past, or to answer the question, "Why am I here?" At the risk of over-using a well worn metaphor, I would like to suggest that a healthy person is like a three-legged stool: Our physical, emotional, and spiritual being must be in perfect balance. If one leg is missing the whole person falls and it is my belief that the reason there is so much sickness, so much despair, so many "adult children", so much greed and distorted egos, and so much loneliness in our world today is because our western society has neglected the spiritual leg of the human stool for three generations or more.

Do you know where you're going? Are you happy with what life is showing you? Do you know? And so I babble on with my thoughts on the question, 'where are we going?' For Journey Place that will unfold in due time, but what about you? Is your stool balanced? I wonder.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

A day with others

Community is the act of bringing together our diversity into a common purpose where each one works to his or her best ability to promote the well being of all who make up our community. So then, community is made up of more than one person and therefore requires certain sacrifices -- such is a day with others.

In addition, community "works toward a common end". From morning to noontime and afternoon to evening, work must be done. I remember spending time at Koinonia a long time ago. A group of us spent our spring break from college, visiting Koinonia. I remember that the morning began with prayer and praise -- looking forward to the new day, a new beginning. Each individual worshiped in their own way the new day, but that was just the beginning. Work assignments were given out and some of us worked in the kitchen preparing meals for the community, some of us worked in the chocolate factory making candy to be sold, some of us worked in the gardens and still others of us worked in the Pecan Groves, picking up pecans, trimming the dead branches and gathering the produce in such a way that the pecans would find their way into the chocolate.

The familiar hymn, "Work for the Night is Coming" reminds us of the importance of work each and every day. Here is the final verse of this familiar and beloved hymn:

Work, for the night is coming,
Under the sunset skies;
While their bright tints are glowing,
Work, for daylight flies.
Work till the last beam fadeth,
Fadeth to shine no more;
Work, while the night is darkening,
When man’s work is o’er.

The day's beginning and endings at the Koinonia Community reminds me of the sacred rhythm of daily living. There doesn't seem to be much glamor in the daily grind of work, but God created us to work and challenges us to find the rhythm of life in the sacred act of work. For most of us working is not done alone. O yes, there are times when we have to cut the grass, trim the bushes, wash the dishes, type a letter or any other number of jobs that really only one person can do, but even if we are the only ones doing it, we are not doing this for ourselves, we are doing it for others. We cut the grass, so bugs and other undesirable critters might not become too comfortable with our yard. We wash the dishes so that the dishes can be used again to feed our family. Letters are written for a purpose -- most likely to provide information to make our life and the lives of others more gratifying and pleasing. In the end, even when we find ourselves working alone, we do so believing that we are making the world a better place not just for us, but for all who work and pray together. Work is sacred and a part of our day with others.

Bonhoeffer suggests that the work of the world can be done only where a person forgets himself, where he loses himself in a cause, in reality, the task of work. Paul writes, "Whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus." (Colossians 3:17) Whether working or praying, whether eating or fellowshiping, we are people that need a reason to work, a reason to pray, a reason to be with one another. This is community -- a day with others. So, I babble on, thinking about each day, each day that invites me into fellowship, calls me into community and to do all to the glory of God. This is the journey and the promise of life together.

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Journey Place Community

What is community? This is the question that is on my mind as we plan Journey Place, a community of spiritual seekers on a journey to personal growth and community. Growing up I lived in what we might call "mid-America". For the most part I grew up in what we might imagine a town to be. There were homes of every size. The homes and the yards were carefully attended. Not much was out of place. The roofs were replaced when they needed to be. If the house needed painting, this was done too. The yards were not chemically treated in those days, but the folks kept the grass cut, the limbs picked up and the gardens were given the attention they needed to fit the picture of "mid-America." Not far from the residential area, there was the community park, the local Post Office, the corner store, the stone church that came to life every Sunday morning, and the sacred halls of the school that educated the town. Everything looked neat and tidy. Everyone interacted in apparent harmony, helping where needed and everyone played their roles with perfection. Is this community? Perhaps.

Growing up, I was known as the Preacher's Kid (PK). Although I saw myself as just another kid in the community, struggling through awkward childhood, playing crack the whip or red light, green light with my neighborhood buds, I was still treated differently by the community because I was the Preacher's Kid. This was particularly apparent when in the sixth grade, I rolled pieces of paper to make cigarettes and would pretend to smoke them. I remember this incident because my teacher embarrassed me in front of my class. She said, "Daniel, that is inappropriate for the son of a preacher. What would your father say?" I hung my head, realizing for the first time that being a PK required a different set of community expectations.

As a PK, I had my share of awkward moments, there was something charming about my life. You see, no matter where in "mid-America" my father moved, I knew what my role would be in the new community in which my father served. When I entered the new congregation my father was called to lead, I had an instant community, an instant family. I had more siblings than I could imagine, so many grandpas and grandmas and neat opportunities I wouldn't have experienced had I not been the son of a preacher. Could this be community? Is this the kind of community for Journey Place? Perhaps.

In his book, Life Together, Bonhoeffer reflects upon another notion of community -- one that is not so easily embraced. Bonhoeffer writes, "Every human wish dream that is injected into the Christian community is a hindrance to genuine community and must be banished if genuine community is to survive." Bonhoeffer seems to suggest in this context that "community" based upon human emotions and imagination is not a Christ-centered community. It would seem that my notion of community and what I know of community does not reflect God's notion of community. The houses, the parks, the public school, the community green are ideas formulated by human imagination. How we structure the social order, the family unit may not be of God. It would seem that genuine community seeks to understand God's truth above all other truths; It seeks to walk in the light of Jesus Christ and to live only to serve one another. This kind of love is called agape love -- love that sacrifices not just for family or friends, but a love that sacrifices for one another because our motivation is above all else is love and serve one another. This is a Christ-centered community.

This is a different notion of community that calls upon us to ask the hard questions of life, why am I here? What is my purpose? Why should Journey Place exist? All of these questions may find its answer in the journey to be the community that lives for a far greater calling to be a different kind of community where agape love is the value of the day. And so, I babel on -- not to find answers, but to explore the questions of life and perhaps find it in Journey Place, a different kind of community.